NevEr go Skool aLso so tIred... haIz...

Went club zinc and club trust ytd night... Getting more and more sick of night life already... Dunno why... SIANZ... Maybe going to stop going to all those places already...

My sister is going over to thailand on monday already... i am going to miss her for a month already... Nv expected that she will marry a thai.. haHa...

These few days nth special so nth much to post...

Yes. it does cause skin cancer.
(http://wiki.answers.com/Q/Does_pen_ink_cause_you_skin_cancer)

p.s.

So ladies and gentlemen.... Do not draw on your hand when u are bored in class!!!



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Only first week of skool and its already getting bored lo... but lucky still got two crazy classmates to brighten up my days in SP... lolz... They are:
1) Yeo SiYun
2) Ryan Chia LiMing

Almost forget that i have a livejournal account... haha... So i am back now to continue posting my journal...

Being single is not a bad thing but being attached and not getting the love from the person u love is the worst thing on earth.... Arghh.!.!.

Doing everything i can to make a guy feel that he is fortunate but i get nth in return... Only scoldings, demands, black face, treating me like a maid more than a normal girl... The worst part is i am treated worse than a normal friend... Who am i??... Maria??... Really dunno wat that guy is thinking also... Not being myself at all where this is the first time in my 21 years life i am really controlling my temper... Swallowing everything down and not saying a single word even if it is unreasonable... Tolerating he still not forgetting his ex and still lying to me... Taking me as a tool to let him pass his boring time... Really my first time tolerating so much without saying anything... Have i change??... lolz... my temper change also good... at least i wun get angry so easily and so unreasonable anymore... hAhaA...

School start le and i am going to be busy again... Sianz... Lets 加油 together ba siyun....

Haven been posting anything for a veri long time le.. busy doing my stuffs and going out...

Been very very very F***King unlucky this year.. Ever since 1st of Jan till now... Nothing good happen to me.. haiz... Good things never happen to me and bad things keep looking for me... The fortune teller told me to avoid wearing anything red to prevent myself from toruble... Hope that what he says is true ba... THOSE INTERESTED TO KNOW WHAT THE FORTUNE TELLER TOLD ME, KINDLY ASK ME PERSONALLY... Cause all that he told me was so true that i hardly believe what i heard... lolz...

Went to almost all the thai disco in singapore except saabai... Then i realise i dun like sing guys anymore... or maybe i dun like guys anymore?!?!? haHahA...

Hoping that everything will go on smoothly for the rest of the days in 2009... Anything bad happen i will update u guys.. So hope that i dun post anything... :p

DUN TALK TO ME ABOUT MY CAR LICENSE FOR A MONTH....

I AM DAMN FUCKING SAD AND ANGRY NOW.....

Shit lo... Got 6 points but immediate failure cos of the stupid circuit kerb.... Fuck lo... Angry!!!!

Finally... The day have come... Tomoro will be my big big day... My TP tomoro... So scared... Cannot sleep... ArrGghhhH.... My sister is stressing me because she needs me to drive her to complete a very important task... sobz... Hope tat everything will go on smoothly tomoro...

People out there who are free!!!!
Help me block the road so that there will be lesser traffic tomoro... :p
LOLZ...

Dunno why suddenly addicted to thai disco... Not only i am addicted... My dearest sister also... Had been going there almost everyday for almost a month le... haHa... Its darn fun and the singers do sing very well... Spending almost all my money hanging flowers... Totally broke now... aRrggHH... But worth it... hehE....

Dunno wat happen.. these few days had been feeling very down... Suddenly will jux cry out for no reason... Dun ask me why... i wun say unless i wanted to... i have my own reason for crying... only my sister know... i am really lucky to have a 姐姐 and a 姐夫 who cares for me and understand me... i really find myself stupid... kept giving false hope to myself... 



Now i will jus concentrate on my skool work and getting my license which is soon... So that i wun think of stupid things which will make me feel sad... Keeping myself busy and very busy...

Initial plan of going genting to celebrate was canceled cos noboby wanna go... So celebrated at the poh sisters new hangout place... Zolid... Fun and enjoyed myself... But wasted is i fell asleep after tat till the pub close... Haiz... Thanks gals for celebrating with me especially Ah Tan... Surprised that u will pop out from behind when u told me u not coming... Lolz...


RealLy hapPy oN my 21st bDay... ThanKs siyun valerie and kaishi... And noT forgeTting mY siSter... loVe u alL loTs loTs......

Realise thAt i havEn blog foR very loNg le... bUsy goiNg ouT anD worKing anD goiNg tO zoLid witH mY siSter to sEe my oAd anD her kEng... hEhe...

weNt to woRking on wed at liquid... quite boring at first but in the end still enjoyed myself... anD that stUpid bitch cant even remember me... got new love forget me liao lo... sadz... sobz...

Haven take my practical very long le... left like 2 weeks to clear everything... hope i can finish everything by time...

So happy to know that i can successfully go up to second year... WOW!!!... Finally can not worry everyday le... iyun second must we must really work hard le k... Jia you to he both of us...

Had been playing L4D everyday... ADDICTED le... Bu its really damn fun lo... Becoming more and more violent after playing L4D...

Tired... Very tired... now i need to concentrate on my car license le... left less than a month to complete everything before my TP date... Hopefully i can successfully complete everything so that i can concentrate on my 2B license... So that i can ride my dream bike with all the big bulls... haha...
Time to sleep le...
Still need to go prac tomoro and work...

I realize i neglected u for very long
I am really sorry
Wanna meet u but i just cant have the chance
Hope u forgive me
Just wanna let u know u r still my beloved buddy
And u are always with me when i need u
But i failed to be with u when u need someone
I will find more time for u next week
I promise
Sorry


These few days really very tiring for me... Sleeping only in the afternoon... Just learn how to play L4D and really addicted to it le... SHIT... rarely stay at home just only to go back to sleep... Haiz... Really have to change back to my normal lifestyle le... Or i wun be able to get back before my school starts...

Dun think will be able to go genting on my birthday anymore... Sianz... Dunno how my 21st birthday will be like... Dun dare to imagine... ArrRhhhH...

Went swimming with them after i finish my stuff at IMH.. I didnt swim cos i got no swimming costume... After tat went to 肥猫 hs and eat steamboat... Everyone was like so tired tat even i myself fell asleep till 2 plus then wake up... went serangoon garden to play L4D till morning then acc JJ go do his bike... Reach home around 11 in the morning ytd morning.. Actually wanted to go bbdc to take my practical bt JJ fall asleep and nv wake me up... Haiz... $90 gone... one prac and one lesson...


Booked another prac lesson later at 12.20... This time i am not going to miss my prac le... Or i wun forgive myself... LoLz :p

Have been reaching home every morning... And ended up sleeping in the morning...

Went to meet edwin at PS in the evening... Actually meeting him in the afternoon but i cant wake up... lolz... Went to eat dinner with him then went down bout quay... Drank only abit at QB but drank till like hell at liquid... Haix... Backside itchy go liquid and end up drinking till so full... After that ryan came to fetch me over to meet up with the bikers... K8 is damn fast lo... But i cant really feel tat its fast... Went yishun dam and saw my bro there... After supper went home and sleep till like pig...
Woke up at 9.30 at night and met up with ah tan they all and went power hs... Sad thing is no table crowded like hell... went off after a while to bout quay again to meet up with friend to go rounding... Sorry tan to leave so early... Cause really very sian... Went to eat dim sum then to marina barrage then to Geylang to play billard... Again reach home in the morning...

Went rounding with all the big bulls bike and also plus one cbr 400 and rvf... Went fetching ppl here and there and ended up meeting all of them at loyang at around 3 pluz... Went east coast and rot till 7 and went to play billard... After tat we went home and met at 12 in the afternoon for ice skating... Met siyun at kallang and we skated for 2 hours... Fell really hard again... Always ended up having blue black all over when skating... LOLz...

Slept till like 7 evening and was surprised to see siyun already at my hs... So sorry to let u wait so long... Went bpp with her to check out the price to bintan cos i am going next week... so looking forward to next week...

Went down bout quay again cos of yee song's bday... Didnt really drink alot cos keep running over to liquid to tok to jackie and johnny... Miss them so much... Everyone left at around 4 and left me at bout quay... A CBR send me home today... Miss the days being a pillion... But today i had the chance le... So happy... I swear i will never sit RVF or KAWASAKI anymore in my whole life unless i am the one riding it... Going to continue my 2b license to fulfill my dream and not to care if anyone object or wat... Cos its my dream after all... Wish me luck... I will get it asap... To go rounding with friends who are still waiting for me to ride my dream SP...

Time to sleep le...
Still got prac later...
Nitez...

 
Went bout quay again on fri nite... A very last min thing... actually  only meeting ah tan tok cock onli but went down with zhi cheng and tan to look for nan li... Again wear till very anyhow down... Shorts and tshirt... Drank like hell lo.. But lucky still manage to tahan till reach home... Slept till 7 in the evening then went down to east coast to look for Siyun... Slack and talk alot lo... Say bout him till i cry again... Even already past few days le but still cant put everthing down yet... Might look happy and ok but in my heart he is still in it... Taking alcohol and making myself very very tired to get myslef to sleep... Haiz... Went to ate very traditonal breakfast before siyun coming over my hs to sleep...